~ Liras ~

Jarring

In Agony/passion, Hidden/sought on 2008/06/11 at 12:27 am

You called me, angry.

Someone needed to bear your rage; I was closest to you in both space and time.

I was quiet, my lips burning, as you words scraped across my face.

Away you went.

I stared at the wall, seing nothingness.

Each second before you called was a deeper slide into the abysss.

Areyougone?Whathashappened?DidIdosomethingwaitwaitWAITWAIT!!!

You called back, to say you were sorry.

Urgently, you apologized and repeated your dismay at your reaction. I forgive you.

You have not yet discovered I am not strong enough to bear your rage. I do not know how to take it.

As I go to my bed tonight, I am accompanied by the fear that I will show you such a thing.

You won’t understand it at all.